You shed
your ghost everyday you turn over your covers
There is a
red ray of sunlight that hits your cheek and starts the memories again
Of what it
means to be a walker and talker
There is an
uncertainty at first
And then it
starts to grow
You do not
know from where but something starts to occur
Like a
light rumbling you get a signal
And it
starts to happen
Never
knowing what direction it will hit
You can
withstand it and it envelopes you shortly
There will
be little for you left to hold onto
Maybe a
kind thought or just a fragment
Left by the
last time you found yourself in such a state
It cripples
you to the ground
You have no
defense
You give up
in the end or end up chanting to calm yourself to the point of numbness
This will
pass is all that you can say when it happens
While you
stand up in the middle of the storm
This will
pass
And you
wait and wait
There is a
slowly quieting that occurs when you start to relax
This
relaxation is hard to find in the middle of such a horrible time
This time
gets so confusing that there is little known remedy
The company
of someone, music or something to touch
A hard
ground to stand on
Something
real
To pull you
back down to the earth again
A chore
If it be
that simple
Someone
telling you to do something
To serve
To have the
help of another to navigate your thoughts
Like a car
swerving off the road
It is that
real
Or
sometimes it is a complete beauty
Like the
sky has opened up and the mysteries that be, start to tickle and fancy you
You play
and you are charmed with the delight of several sages
Like a
candle you burn brighter as if the room was a bit warmer on a spring early
evening
The room
itself starts to dance
And you
feel in love
In love
with the whole
There is no
evil the devil has left the room
You stand
fearless and alive in awakened pleasure
Your mind
wanders to the patterns that start to appear in the ceiling
You
flourish like the plant getting its much needed sunlight
The light
breeze rustles your leaves
Meeting
tomorrow many are missing
On
Monday
Well
yeah
Many
were away
Days
before
Which
is temporary
Don’t
we have a name
Put
something on it
Anything
and come and visit us
200
and 200
dripping
with academia
daunting
private
for you to see
awesome
we’re
number one
breaking
me back in again
like
a fix
or
a fit
serpent
a
dodger
a
rebel on to see the first instance
a
table
a
glass
a
candle
a
beer
the
legs keep moving like smooth feet
over
the cobbles
a
running stream
a
wet wild run
through
the farmland
a
harmony
a
place to feel calm
this
is the new institution
a
place where we can melt back down and purify
with
the leaves and the sticks of the field worker
a
runner
a
Wildman
with
mud on his back
one
without clothes on his back
keep
on dancing you wild fool
a
clandestine future
I
saw Cecilia in
Send
them to someone else you know
The
man who smoked quite a lot
An
Arvin
Some
of his designs
I
agree that any students or whatever
We
got money and advancement
A
decent collaboration
That
ex
That
con
I
was gonna
Offer
you some
Was
it worth the money?
Navigating
the stair and stereo
Certainly
in my areas
It
never stops
The
indications
The
stopping
The
plethoration
Sustainable
events that allude to something conclusive
That
may include the type of ramblings of a hermit
Or
the excitement of a primary school teacher
Or
the coma like experience of the bar
It
decreases the nerve endings down to the boiled pitch of dramatic
Explanations
These
then reconcile themselves into a culture of washing and wishing
There
is a correspondence to the time of legislature of the layers
Each
One going further to the core than the last
Until
finally the hard work comes to a complete stop
As
the admittance of one of the chiefs working
Decides
to redecorate the abstract thoughts of the mind
This
doesn’t sit well with the others and that causes an up rise
The
workers give up all general hope and work ethic
This
gets settled again when the original idea comes gleaming through
That
idea was pinned to the wall in which they were working
It
reminded them of a time of great pleasure
Working
toward the common goal
They
started work again getting back to this central theme
The
pressure this time was greater
There
was this idea of fasting while the work continued
Time
starts now
There
are areas of the forest that control the prologue to the entrance of the heart.
They
can’t fuck with me there is no reason
Last
spring they came up with this idea of a treatment
Process
that coheres to the transparent nature of symphonics
There
in the middle of the lawn I saw the creeping lizard
The
beautiful expression on her face
I
examined the possibility of recovering the last thought I had
After
examining the possibility of recovery
Who
could ask this of us?
We
really just wanted somewhere to stay and some food to eat
And
they responded with a short stack of pancakes
These
filled us up for the rest of the night
Moving
back to the previous topic there was a conclusion during the intermission
The
fasting plethora
Avocado
shakes
The
fat splinters we got by running too fast across the wooden floor
It
exists without the smearing of the PHD as if it lies in some matter-a-fact way
Again
back to the list of faults and complaints
You
will only find a rumor of a fault line the editing was never a thought
There
are meant to be the fat parts of lazy and incomprehensible life
The
cognition hits your eyes
This
is the red alert that something is happening
This
signal reminds you of something that you saw once
This
hint of an experience evokes a feeling or an action or an image
This
image creates little narratives inside other narratives that the story repeats
This
mirror inside a mirror is a replication
This
fault line occurs when there is something obstructing the two mirrors
The
two mirrors are people’s cognition
A
full diary of deeds on both sides and filled with frustration of communication
in between
There
is this time of exchange where you are in and out of concentration
All
depending on what you are ready for and how long you can stomach something like
how we waste so much time in front of the computer
Fucking
around on the internet and all those images of Jesus and cats in comic and
serious poses
There
is something divine in the constant flow of information that comes in the form
of sound image and language
And
there was no reason that we couldn’t stop listening
There
was this draft that came between us in the topic of language
That
was when I decided to hide and run away from the thoughts and the compulsions
of the time table
The
chart that we had set up and used for transitioning the topics
Knocked
over and trampled by the type of incoherent gargle
Listing
that running dance of glass and break points
A
measure of sugar to an extend the language to a symbolic nudge
The
nudge into structure
Keep
up the dance
Running
between the lines of darkness of nothing said
The
evening feeling the bed sheets touching your toes
Fully
tucked-in souls of compression
Our
feet stamping on the floor of the kitchen
Breaking
the pots and pans with the plates tumbling down
There
is a glass and particle screech of chimes and tones
And
the relaxed state of full panic, the eye of the stormnato
Unlike
the kind of replication of a simple wood stove
Four
points of the compass and the four starting points of the cross
A
banner to the republic
Commissioned
to represent a fact and fiction of uncontrollable pill poppers
Regulating
the jumps of small vehicles in parking spaces
Using
the structure of the car park to reinvent your nervous system
The
speed of travel between spaces and the fast type of parking
Used
as an academic coagulation of ideas and meaning
This
means that you can free up your afternoon for some sunshine times
And
book leisure
Be
selfish
Let
go of the intentions of charity and reserve your nature of kindness
On
the down low talking shit
Do
not get up for games
There
is no playing for the real life, only usage of tables
Spanning
your hands across the compass’s targets
At
last communicating the stance that you took earlier on poverty
A
lasting quality of reincarnation needed to suspend the belief
Feeling
hard again with the urge to lock all doors and sit in a chair with a handgun
Waiting
for the first person to enter in full paranoia
Loosening
up again to the free floating form of suicide and the delivery truck
Of
umbrellas used to package chocolates to send to
We
stopped caring
I
didn’t give a shit
There
was nothing left to wipe my ass with
So
I pulled up my draws and buckled up
A
crease stain that didn’t matter either
The
train conductor didn’t say anything to us about the smell so I figured that it
was alright to sit up front
We
lost our feminine voice and decided not to sit up right and drink beer all
night
Flipping
crepes and rhyming with all the words that we had spelled out to the police
when they arrived with spot lights and blow horns
Blowhards those impenetrable faces that no
mother could recognize
The
feline elements vanished again behind some sort of veil
So
thin that it was like passing down a corridor and leaving something behind
Exchanging
your old problems with new ones in a beautiful circle of continuity that stops
the love motion or maybe just keeping it going longer into the sphere of
reference
This
unequaled existence of strings and sad songs only to burn from behind by the
irrelevant uncontrollable urges of the janitors
Progressing
to the state of true masters by the simple fact of time and pressure
The
strokes of paint applied to the already white walls
No
sweet melodies protruding from the faces of the whiteness
But
this was not really relevant
I
decided to take the back road toward town again
Passing
the campers, swatters and wanderers
A
unique situation of specialists together in a group a constellation
To
facilitate a natural environment, with the oversized markets
Revealed
to be nothing more than a large forest of different sized trees
Different
leaves and labels sizes and colors, a vast array organized in a pattern of growth
through the natural and unnatural light with the more relevant items and
resources toward the front, near the hands
Resembling
the type of order needed to supply the plants with nutrients of the ground and
sky
You
can walk through both environments with a half glazed look in your eyes
Not
receiving all the alerts and information that you need to be aware of the quiet
ones that can control botany
A
loose rendering of thought that enters the time and space of the commode
Using
the functions of the minds membrane to suspend the beliefs of the fictive voice
This
understanding becomes relevant only after the user enters the password and logs
on to the system
This
enables the user to access the vast database of cigarettes and tree bark
shavings
This
sampling of life in short clips of information births the notion of the
everlasting text linking
This
linking is a sub text to the unfolding notion of time and space in a continuous
loop lasting for one minute on 20 minute intervals
As
the fly on the wall perceives the world sideways and then very differently when
it hooks its claw legs into the ceiling.
The
union or bond that it creates between the wall and science established the
identity of the user
Special
icons appear and new notions of user interfacing appear
This
links into another system and new systems similar to the internet two
A
wise device establishing links between hospitals, spud worker shelters, robot
assembly teams and the last 5 remaining governments of cognition the 6th
being the invisible force that surrounds all objects in the square of this type
of interfacing
This
lumberously outlandishly outdated system needs upgrading
We
are proposing to add a few new sim codes to the system before we start designs
on the new controlling info-linker
This
idea was proposed by the Full-haisdor group in coordination with funding by the
royal dynasty of china
The
new project will consist of a tremendous out put of umbrellas and linking
components that create that similar isolated experience of hypo-micro weather
systems, it will study the effect of the environmental changes that occur when
a user passes a user square while using an umbrella, the electromagnetic
sensitive devices with registration of the slightest of changes in the weather
pattern contained in and around the 5 meter radius
This
stopped working after 4 years
We
moved to
Things
weren’t working out
There
were these neighbors that we had
They tried to edit out all of the vinegar and
guns from our collection
We
had to get the hell out of there as soon as possible
We
also had to stop pointing at ourselves there wasn’t anyone else to blame
But
there was very little to talk about with ourselves
Phantasmagoria
the lesson loosens again
Back
to the image that gets received to the back of the head
What
was it that I saw?
Am
I seeing things?
Step
step stumbling upward in fast movements
Uncontrollable
ramblings of seemingly disconnected ideas
A
data stream of knowledge, bits of debris
Working
its way toward something
The
confused clutter spinning faster and faster
Then
it gets calm and asserts itself toward the larger ones
Dogma,
philosophy, science, general belief, your guts, head and heart
Right
down the order like an interrogation
You
search for a truth and you come across cleaner than that which was meant
Something
sinister smiles
You
cannot distinguish good and evil
Are
they separate beings or moods of the same one?
What
is it that is lurking?
Is
it simple as light and dark, no
You
cannot label things like that
You
un-train yourself and your beliefs have little to grasp onto
You
start to swing again back down the pole like a firefighter
Racing
to the questions of the ages and your personal situation
Leaving
tethers to grab a hold of things for a later time
A
whole world of hypnotizing
Website
be ridged
To
maintain
Your
result type is:
Visual
mathematician